Well, I'm too lazy to scan up and re-draw any of my more realistic sketches (which are on lined paper), and I'm too shy to actually post or comment on anyone.

I suppose I could at least post an apology.

So here it is, I'm sorry.



That out of the way, I'm about to update... somewhat. Or at least catch you all up on the goings-on of my life.
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Well, my brother just got out of jail and went over to his girlfriend's, which naturally made my sister-in-law take my nephew to the emergency room.

Several of my friends have come to me confessing their thoughts of suicide, usually as they stare at the pill bottles in front of them. What they don't know is that I'm having trouble stopping myself, let alone them.

Other friends have been turning on each-other to the point where I wonder if I'll ever be able to hang out with all of them in the same room again.

I nearly got suspended for turning in a football player for harrassing ME because I cursed back at him.

Even though I'm sick (I'm not sure if it's the flu or some horrid cold) I can't afford to miss any more days of school.

I realized that after 1/2 a year of school, I still don't know half of the people in all of my classes. (The other half I've known for a year or more.)

My father is acting like he's about to have another nervous-breakdown; my grandmother's back in her 2-year-old state of mind; my mother's having surgery on Wednesday.

And worst of all, I can't admit that the person I love will never see me as a friend, let alone the feel as I do.
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